Saturday 20th September 2008
This was a day i finished my final exam.I went to boy friend's house.Feel sleepy but house too many people.boy friend cleaned his computer.Feel sorry to his mum,dad and grandma.They ask me eat many time but i said i no hungry.I'm sorry.I wanna wait for my dear to eat together so i reject.Feel paiseh.Sorry.And,this was also a first day i learned how to play "mahjong".haha~quite blur.Lose more than win.Really pity.
Monday 22nd September 2008
I went out with my boyfriend to sg wang.We went to sang k in Greenbox,and shopped in Time Square.He told me this was a day to replace my birthday.I'm happy he was still remember the replacement for my birthday.But, i hope next birthday won't be like this anymore.Anyway,thanks a lot to my dear.I love you...
We sang around 3 hours.Every moment we also look at the watch to see how long we still need to sing.This was a first time i went to sang k with my dear only.We never tried.We thought maybe will be better than go out sing with friend.But,we are wrong.Quite hard to sing k for around 3 hours non-stop.haha~Happy to be with my dear even sing until no sound.^.^
At the same day,i lost my puppy decoration.It leave me many time i still can found it.But,this time it is totally leave me without come back to my embrace.Quite sad with it.Almost wanna cry already.Why everytime when i was happy but still got something unhappy happen?That was a puppy my dear gave me during my first birthday spent with him before we couple.Only one year and one month 14 days it accompany me.I will miss you...sorry...
~my puppy decoration.miss you much.
~this is the new shoe i bought from time square
when shopped with my dear.
Thursday 25th September 2008
Yesterday...We went to body check together.I thought only me have to body check.I never thought that my dear also have to because he said he accompany me but he no want body check.Ever think of he scare injected by doctor.Never thought that is true.hehe~Feel happy when knew he also want to body check with me.He checedk first.I was second.Really sweat.I thought he will be ok.But,suddenly saw him tembled on his chair and eye turned to white.I saw a lot of blood came out from his hand.His leg became no energy whole body almost want to dropped to the floor.The doctor and nurse kept took the cotton with germicide to help him stopped the blood and cleaned the blood around.I was scare.I don't know what to do.I tried to called him,asked him relax,hugged him to the bed beside.I never saw him like that.In my mind,suddenly got one slide came out.I ever saw this before.My dad ate porridge and accidenly bite his tongue.I was scare of it.Luckily,my dear still can talk to me after he lied on bed.Feel happy when saw him still can joke with me.When i told him the doctor haven't helped him took out the blood.He scare a while.Very funny the face.^.^ Doctor want to took blood again.This time i no want to be stupid anymore.I keep hold his face asked him to look at me don't look at the doctor.I saw him still nervous.Hand hold so tight.I asked him to relax.Finally, this process finished.Thanks for the god.He was nothing happen in second process.My turn.I was scare.In this process i cried.Feel shy.I was 20 years old.I was cried front of everyone cause of the body check.Maybe cause of my dear.I feel more scare than that.I don't dare to nervous.I scare will same like my dear.I scare pain.Haha~This was a funny day and unforgottable.@.@
Dear...don't know why you no want to tell me you scare of blood.But, i think guy will not show out their weaknesses to others because they will feel shy.Sorry,dear.I laugh at you.I love you.Heart pain to saw you suffer.No matter how many time you ask me still want you to body check not.My answer still the same.I still want.Because i want to know you are healthy.But,of course.Body check i will know what i want to do.I will tried my best to let you relax and sayang you to avoid this happen again.^.^Tell a secret.That was first time i dare to kiss you outside.When you faint,really got few minute feel want to kiss you to make you relax.@.@ But, i don't dare.hehe~
~this is our injury hand.my pity dear both hand also injure
muackkkksssss....sayang
......end......
